your dead eyes are haunting me
its ok.
of course i mean its ok
and i am very happy that you do not feel anything
no pain
no nothing
but i do not feel
anything
anymore
its like a year have gone
its like i am living in a dream
its like so strange
its like not real
its like nothing is real
anymore
its raining and i just do not want to go up from my bed
i just want to stay inside my shell forever
i do not want
to do
anything
i did one thousand
sit ups this morning
but i do not
feel
anything
but i think it is ok.
and at least it is summer
